BRACKISH

Some people just don't die, do they? Some people just don't die! I hate her and everything about her. I hate him and everything about them. I hate them to the bones. Who freakin' knows thay he still loves her? Or that she still thinks of him? What the heck? How can the world be so unfair and me so fair to everyone?! What the *&$%? I wish I never came as far as this. I wish I never met him. For the first time we've ever been together, I wish I just never met him and I never had to go through all the pain I am going through right now. I know this. This scene looks so familiar and I hate it but I can't stop it if he really wants to do it. He doesn't feel the same as he does for me and me too. I don't feel the same for him too. I am always reminded of all the beatings I get from him. I hate it everytime that I reminded of all those nasty things. Oh, freak! Yes, I do love him but I am always eaten raw by everything around me. And it so hurtful that he doesn't even care though he knows that I am hurting.