same old him again.

Nothing has changed. he still has not changed and I hate myself for loving him still. He still has not sort out his responsibilities. i hate him when he acts as if he is single. I hate it really when he just comes back to me after all those hurtful things he did to me. Just when I had my confidence back, here he comes knocking on my door again.

I pray that I will have the power and the will to leave him behind. I wish that I wouldn't get to see him everyday at work. I wish he no longer works here so I won't be hurt anymore.

I wish to never to ever speak to him again. I wish to never see hm again. I wish I would no longer be affected with anything that concerns him.