ANYMORE

why do you have to be so insensitive? i hate it when you pretend you're not hurting at all... i hate you and i hate myself for still beign there for you...still hoping. I don't want to think about you. I don't want to think anymore. Why do I have to compete for your attention when there are people out there willing to give me 100% of their attention? Why do I have to compete whenyou can't even give my half of what I want from you?