DIE SLOWLY

Why do you enjoy hurting me always?! Why do you have to make me feel so fucking mad about everything?! It's been three years and god knows how much I've tried to move on, how much I've tried to live my life without you in it. I hate you and everything that came with loving and marrying you. I hate you and every memory I had with you because it reminds me of how pathetic and stupid I was before. I want to tear you and everything about you into bits of pieces. I want to hit you like they way you beat me up when we were together. I wish I could just kill you slowly each day. This is not yet over. I'm getting back at you. I'm not that stupid not to know about it. I'm going to mess up your lives the way you messed up mine!!!!! And I hate you. I hate her. I hate all of you for lying to me. My kids will never be yours. YOu will die begging me to let you see them. I'm not as fuckin' weak as you think I am. I'm not dumb either. Hide everything you can hide from me because once I get to the bottom of this shit, I'm gonna let you eat the shit you've created!!!!!!! May all the demons devour your soul with misery and guilt. May all the fires of hell burn you and everyone who lied and covered things for you.